It is not always "What you see is what you get" sometimes it has to be "What you see is not always what you get!" You have to look on the other side.
Friday, December 18, 2009
He is there...
He is there.......
That is the inevitable truth
I have to face everyday.
It felt heaven when I saw him for the first time
It was the moment when I felt my heart pounding so fast.
There was this chill climbing over me
My breathing hardened as if I was suffocating.
Each day mattered to me
Because I knew that I would see him again.
I felt comfort in seeing him.
Just having a glimpse of him brought light
To this heart of mine that is already in dark hue.
I have wanted to talk to him.
Start a small conversation..
Hear his jokes..
See him smile..
But I never had the courage.
I was numbed by the shame I would have if he gets to know
my feelings toward him.
I was blunted by the thoughts of what others may think.
How could that be possible?
That is one question I always asked.
The feelings I have for him would remain in silence.
He would not know it, no one would know.
It would just keep my heart beats like it did the first time I saw him..
He is there....
almost I could touch him..
but it would never happen
that is why......
Seeing him everyday would bring sadness.
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