I HAVE MISSED ALOT

These past days I had been reading blogs
they are really funny and at the same time sensually stimulating.
Their stories are admirable
Something I am envied of.

I read Tristan Tales' blog
Whoah! His stories are amazing.
While reading I could not help
I was aroused of every words he used
I wish I was like him too...
free, careless and unafraid to do things he likes.
Then something in me said.."Have you done that?
I don't think so.
You have always been wishing but
but you never had the courage to do it."

I learned something from Tristan's blog
and I am hoping that someday, I will be able to do things my way,
I will be able to have someone near me.

Then another blog had inspired me to write this poem
Nimmy: Baklang Cockroach....the title itself had gotten my interest
His blog I could say is a little discreet.
it is full of feel good stories
stories of his life.

Same thing, I envied him.
Here I am again wishing...
when will I have the one.
I have been looking but I got tired maybe

Who would love someone who has been afraid to show what he feels?

At my age now, I would say I HAVE MISSED ALOT!